I am not supported in my Divorce - WHY NOT?
While studying for my Thanatology degree, I was also preparing for my divorce. At the time, I didn’t fully grasp the depth of grief that would come with it. Despite having been detaching emotionally for a while, the reality of my grief didn’t hit me until I reflected on my own divorce story, often during long, emotional walks with my dog, tears streaming down my cheeks. These walks became my sanctuary, a time to process and understand the heavy emotions I was carrying.
In those moments, I realized I was grieving, not just the end of my marriage but the loss of the future I had envisioned, the dreams that would never come to pass, and the person I thought my partner was. My marriage was unhealthy, marked by a hidden form of bullying from what many would recognize as a covert narcissist. It took time for me to label this behavior accurately, and I delve into that journey in my three-part blog series, starting with"Narcissist - Am I Divorcing One?"
So there I was, grieving and detaching for years, and even in the years after, but that is another topic. What struck me during this process was how isolated I felt in my grief, despite my background in Thanatology. I had studied grief extensively, but experiencing it firsthand in the context of divorce was an entirely different reality.
Through my studies and my experience counseling those grieving both death and non-death losses like divorce, I have come to understand that grief from divorce is often not well-supported or acknowledged. Unlike the loss of a loved one through death, where society tends to rally around the bereaved, the end of a marriage doesn’t evoke the same response. This lack of support can make the grieving process even more challenging.
Here are some reasons why society often fails to support those grieving a divorce:
Societal Expectations:
Society often views divorce as a failure rather than a loss. The narrative that a successful marriage lasts "until death do us part" is deeply ingrained. When a marriage ends, especially after years of investment, people often feel judged. There’s a subtle, or sometimes not-so-subtle, belief that if you had tried harder, been more patient, or done something differently, the marriage could have been saved. This mindset leads to a lack of empathy and understanding for those going through a divorce, making it harder for them to grieve openly.
Lack of Rituals:
When someone dies, we have funerals, memorials, and rituals that help us process the loss and say goodbye. These rituals serve as a community acknowledgment of the loss and provide a structured way to grieve. In contrast, divorce comes with no such rituals. There are no socially recognized ceremonies to mourn the end of a marriage, which can make the grief feel less legitimate. The absence of rituals can also leave individuals feeling lost, as they lack the guidance that rituals provide in navigating their grief.
Stigma and Shame:
Divorce carries a stigma that can be incredibly isolating. Many people feel ashamed or stigmatized by their divorce, viewing it as a personal failure rather than the end of a relationship that wasn’t serving them. This shame can prevent them from openly grieving or seeking support. They might worry about being judged by others or feel that their pain isn’t valid because they chose to leave the marriage. This internalized stigma can delay the healing process, as people suppress their emotions rather than process them. (For more on this, listen to my podcast episode: “How do Deal with the Shame and Guilt in Divorce”.)
Misunderstanding of Grief:
People often misunderstand the nature of grief in divorce. Grief is typically associated with death, but it applies just as much to the end of a significant relationship. The loss of a marriage involves mourning the life you once had, the future you planned, and the love that was once there. However, because this grief doesn’t fit the traditional mold of bereavement, it’s often overlooked or minimized by others. This misunderstanding can leave those grieving a divorce feeling invalidated, as if their pain doesn’t deserve recognition.
Focus on Moving On:
There’s a strong cultural emphasis on moving on and starting anew after a divorce. While it’s important to rebuild and look to the future, this focus on moving on can discourage individuals from fully processing their grief. The pressure to quickly "get over it" and find happiness again can lead to unresolved grief, which might resurface later in unexpected ways. True healing comes from acknowledging and working through the pain, not rushing to leave it behind.
Subjective Nature of Divorce:
Reactions to divorce can vary widely, adding another layer of complexity to the grieving process. Some people in your life might be supportive, understanding that divorce is the best decision for your well-being. Others, however, may judge you for leaving the marriage or for not leaving sooner. This inconsistency in reactions can make it hard to find a supportive community, leading to feelings of isolation. It’s important to recognize that each person’s divorce journey is unique, and there’s no right or wrong way to feel.
The Path Forward: Permission to Grieve
Recognizing and acknowledging the grief in divorce is a crucial step toward healing. It is essential to permit yourself to grieve, to feel the loss of what was and the ghost of what could have been. By doing so, you can begin to process the trauma and eventually find peace with your new reality.
What my studies in Thanatology couldn't teach me in a classroom was how heavy the silence of society would feel. We have spent this blog looking at the barriers, the lack of rituals, the stigma of "failure," and the cultural obsession with "moving on", but understanding these barriers is more than an academic exercise. It is the key to realizing that your isolation isn't a personal failing; it is a societal one. This is especially true when you are dealing with LifeTheft™, where the loss isn't just a partner, but the years of your life that were managed, buffered, and ultimately stolen. When society refuses to recognize this as "real" grief, it adds a layer of disenfranchisement to an already agonizing experience.
We must also break the myth that the person who initiates the divorce is immune to this pain. Whether you were left or you were the one who walked away to save yourself, the weight of the loss is real. Leaving is not the absence of losing. You are still losing a home, a history, and a future you once believed in. Grief in divorce isn’t a single event; it is a landscape that you travel before, during, and often long after the legal papers are signed.
By acknowledging this grief, we strip away the shame. We stop trying to "get over it" and start learning how to integrate the loss into who we are becoming. The marathon of listening to others—and the survival bribes of the past—is over; it’s time to listen to your own heart.
As I learned on those tear-stained walks with my dog, healing doesn't happen when we "get over" the divorce; it happens when we finally give ourselves the permission to mourn it. Your grief does not need a death certificate to be valid. Whether you are mourning the person you thought they were, the years you can’t get back, or the quiet loss of the future you planned, you are not failing at moving on, you are succeeding at being honest with your heart. The road ahead may be different than the one you imagined, but it is finally, authentically, yours.
(I am exploring these themes in my upcoming book LifeTheft™, stay tuned for more on how to navigate the Living Room™ of your new life.)
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